Tuesday, June 14, 2011

swEEt 16

this day is meant to be sweet HINTS the name,
instead u made it so bitter for me,
i wanted to party with my high school friends,
but NO.... you moved me away from home,
the place i met friends and found my first love,
WHY? WHY?? u moved me from home...
-at the age of 16. i needed my home.

Now here i am at HS with kids i dnt even know,
i missed prom because the kids didnt except me,
now im looking at all my friends fb pics from back home,
tears run down my face cuz i should have been home,
i walked the stage with strangers,
i ask u why?
what did i  do to deserve to have my HS years to be taken?
now i have no friends just anger inside,
everyone looks at me funny.. tell me wtf do i hide,
im ready to go, to be alone,
i wish i never had to leave my comfort zone.
u made me awkward,
im no longer cool.
my life is boring, no wrk, no school.
what if??
&
WHY??
thts all i ask...
i wanted to go home..
im all screwed up at this point,
Do u even care?
do u see?
like most u dont understand me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dont take change very well.
i want to go home,
im 19 now
&
still i wonder what might have happened if i was given my SWEET 16!!
i ramble on and on.
but all the thoughts inside of me cant be organized.
I JUST WANTA GO HOME!